365 Project - Day 181

"We can be knowledgeable with other men's knowledge but we cannot be wise with other men's wisdom." Michel de Montagne

I have been spending much time in the pursuit of wisdom recently, on a wide variety of topics. I've found that we often confuse wisdom with knowledge. In many ways, wisdom comes only from experience, from trial and error. However, we could save ourselves from the agony of trials and actually trade trial for triumph by pursuing wisdom from God. "Knowing God results in every other kind of understanding. 'I, wisdom, will make the hours of your day more profitable and the years of your life more fruitful.' Wisdom is its own reward, and if you scorn her, you only hurt yourself." Proverbs 9:10-12

The Bible clearly conveys access and importance of God as our source of wisdom: "For the Lord grants wisdom! His every word is a treasure of knowledge and understanding. He grants good sense to the godly - his saints. He is their shield, protecting them and guarding their pathway. He shows how to distinguish right from wrong, how to find the right decision every time. For wisdom and truth will enter the very center of your being, filling your life with joy." Proverbs 2:6-10

Yet more often than not I find myself searching for knowledge in both institutional and experiential ways, foregoing seeking God's wisdom. I am working to shift this dynamic. I know from experience that life is so much sweeter when I trust the word of God. "The man who knows right from wrong and has good judgment and common sense is happier than the man who is immensely rich! For such wisdom is far more valuable than precious jewels. Nothing else compares to it. Wisdom gives: a long, good life, riches, honor, pleasure, peace." Proverbs 3:13-17 Hey! I absolutely want my life to be full of these things. Don't you?

Proverbs repeatedly insists common sense and good judgment are coupled with wisdom - sort of a golden triad. So, wisdom is complex. You must trust God and not be foolish! Gotta love that. "Have two goals: wisdom - that is, knowing and doing right - and common sense. Don't let them slip away, for they will fill you with living energy and bring you honor and respect." Proverbs 3:21-22 ”Getting wisdom is the most important thing you can do! And with your wisdom, develop common sense and good judgment.” Proverbs 4:7

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Seek Wisdom from the Lord

"If you want favor with both God and man, and a reputation for good judgment and common sense, then trust the Lord completely; don't ever trust yourself. In everything you do, put God first, and he will direct you and crown your efforts with success." Proverbs 3:3-6






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365 Project - Day 180

We are moments away from my son's 18th birthday. It startles me to think somehow he has grown from the tiny joy pulled from my abdomen and incubated 18 years ago into this larger than life, brilliantly talented, kind young man. For the past year, I have regularly wondered: Did we teach him enough? Is he ready to be an adult? The world can be harsh and mean. And he has continued to be "incubated", if you will, in a largely loving, caring and gentle environment. Does he have the survival skills for this unpredictable world?

I also worry over the small things as I nag him about his clothing, about practicing and about watching videos. I argue that if he were a Kennedy, he would have to spend more time playing outside and reading and less time playing his electronics. Yep, I really do say that. To which his rebuttal is almost always, "Mom, if I were a Kennedy, I would have a shorter lifespan!" You might guess my response, "But the quality would be fantastic!" And so our discussion carries on.

He is anxious to fly. I am not ready to separate. If I could hug him tighter, I would. If I could shield him more, I would. If I could keep him forever, I would. But he yearns for freedom and his own source of light.

I am forever grateful for the past year at home. Now, I must trust that and the 17 years prior were enough and that God will handle the rest.

Here's how I will pray for him (inserting his name):

"God help our children to seek and find Your words and ways, trustworthy friends and loving companions to share their days.

Guard them against the poisonous arrows of malice and violence and drugs and hate and arrogance and sloth on their journeys to adulthood.

God please help our children on Your straight and level path." Marian Wright Edelman, from Guide My Feet

Blessings.

Today's Photo: Love and Inevitable Separation

"And how happy I was with the world he created; how I rejoiced with the human family! 'And so, my children, listen to me, for all who follow my ways are joyful. Listen to my instruction and be wise. Don't ignore it; Joyful are those who listen to me, watching for me daily at my gates, watching for me outside my home! For whoever finds me finds life and receives favor from the Lord. But those who miss me injure themselves. All who hate me love death.' " Proverbs 8:31-36






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365 Project - Day 179

"Every moment of light and darkness is a miracle." Walt Whitman

In the middle of the night, in the darkest moment, light can be both the most challenging and the most inspiring. Regardless, it is always the most crucial.

This photo op took place late at night after a busy day. I was tired, frustrated and admittedly initially lacked creativity. After trying a few photographs with and without my speed light - it appeared I was doomed. It seemed I would simply have to choose the "cream of the crap" for today's photo. Ready to call darkness the winner, I noticed my small shoot-through umbrella in the corner. I did not have the energy to set up a light stand. Instead, I set the timer on my camera, held the umbrella in my left hand and the light in my right (I'm sure I looked rather silly). Voila! After seeing the results of the first few photos, I was instantly refreshed, saved by the spread of light. A funny thing happened, though. I decided to try a few photos with this setup angling the light and umbrella up from below. Turns out I prefer the contrast of the dark and light, resulting from this arrangement over the broad brush of light. I should note however, that the black and white I've added here, is the broad light version. I'm sharing simply because I like this artistic black and white.

So, while I was despairing of both the darkness and the light, it took a fresh perspective to create the inspiration I needed. I am grateful that I did not give in. In this situation, as in all, I learned from both the darkness and the light. And, in the end, the best photograph was the illustration of the light overcoming the dark, not removing the darkness.

(Footnote - my one regret is not using a smaller aperture to capture all of the flowers in focus)

Blessings.

Today's Photos: Hope in Contrast

"Maybe you have to know the darkness before you can appreciate the light." Madeleine L'Engle








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365 Project - Day 178

When my son asked if I would take photos at his senior prom pre-party, the request seemed simple enough. I was anxious, but I am always anxious. As the days grew warmer, my anxieties lessened and I was assured that we would take the photos outside. No need to make this a big deal and all official, particularly given there would be swarms of parents taking photographs as well. I considered my role to be as much an organizer as a photographer.

Then it snowed. I couldn't get my head wrapped around what would come next. My anxieties returned; my blood pressure soared. To top things off, my son was not ready on time and "someone" neglected to bring the corsage, sending one car back home about 5 minutes away from our destination. In the end, we took a mix of indoor and outdoor photographs. The lighting and space was difficult indoors and it was cold and cloudy outdoors.

I have heard it said that photographers should pick and stick. Choose an area of specialization and be that photographer. This evening was proof enough for me! I have lost a lot of sleep the last few days thinking about the Prom experience and its meaning. My favorite photog things are headshots and shows. Those and what I learn during this 365 Project are pure joy. All else just adds stress and feelings of inadequacy to my life. Yet, each time I try something new, I learn and grow.

I have often counseled colleagues about the virtues of stepping out of their comfort zones to follow different paths to arrive at their ultimate destinations. I am a firm believer that even a specialist is wiser, more innovative, more creative and stronger when they have lived wider lives. These alternative, often awkward events inform, instruct and serve as foundations for future innovations. On the contrary, a narrow, singular life is restrictive, lacking context, color and contrast where growth can be limited or at best, difficult. So I say, live your life full of off-beat, awkward moments. They fan the flames that help your mastery flourish!

"It's impossible!" said pride.
"It's risky." said experience.
"It's pointless." said reason.
"Give it a try." whispered the heart
(as seen on Pinterest)

Blessings!

Today's Photos: It's Prom: Live, Love, Laugh, Smile ... Be Elegant and Have Fun!

"When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way." Paulo Coelho

365 Project - Day 177

I mentioned our birds the other day. We have robins nesting on our front door. I feel for them. By now, the trees should be filled with leaves creating plenty of comfy space for these birds to build homes, yet old man winter hangs on. I commend the robins for their creativity. Luckily, we have not taken down our Fall wreath and they built their nest on top of it. My husband noticed twigs and hay at the base of the front door the other day, looked up and saw the nest. The day before I had been outside looking for birds to photograph and could find none. In fact, I felt as though they were taunting me. I could hear, but could not see any birds. It was making me crazy. I was in and out of the front door several times anguishing over not being able to track down the birds that I knew were nearby. Oddly, they waited until I gave up and then they went to work constructing their family home on the very door I had been slamming just moments before. Surely there's a sermon in there somewhere.

I have been making my family nuts. I want the robins to nest in peace. I've placed a sign on the door. The front door off limits. I asked my husband to put caution tape across the front walkway and told my son that he could (had to) go outside to play but he was banned from the front yard. This is largely because I caught him walking up to the nest, cell phone out, taking a photograph. Yep, like mother, like son. Only this time, though it slay me, I am leaving the birds to do their thing.

We cannot see the nest from inside. So, that's a bit maddening. We're not 100% sure they are still there, but we are hoping our home is working out for their home. It has been cold and windy. That little wreath is not all that sturdy. I hope it holds together for them when the eggs are laid and the chicks arrive.

PS - This photograph was taken when I tried to sneak outside to catch the robins before locking down the front yard. I used my 70-20mm along with the 1.4x teleconverter, but the robins saw me, flew away and did not come back. I got cold and weary waiting. I would not survive as a bird photographer. Here's how it will work for me: as soon as it's nice and sunny, I will set up a comfy chair in the back; fill the bird feeder and sit quietly in the warmth of the sun, armed and ready to photograph while the birds chow down. No waiting!

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Mi casa es su casa

"How lovely is your dwelling place, Lord Almighty!
My soul yearns, even faints,
for the courts of the Lord;
my heart and my flesh cry out
for the living God.
Even the sparrow has found a home,
and the swallow a nest for herself,
where she may have her young -
a place near your altar,
Lord Almighty, my King and my God.
Blessed are those who dwell in your house;
they are ever praising you."
Psalm 84:1-4






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365 Project - Day 176

"Now and then it's good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be happy." Guillaume Appollinaire

It's not entirely apparent to me why, but I've had to drag myself away from yellow and blue and as a combination. Wait - could it be my subconscious wresting with its desperate need for sunshine and blue skies? No joke - I only thought of that this very moment, as I was pondering my obsession with yellow and blue.

I am enjoying this still life with these color combinations, channelling sunshine and keeping this photo simple. It is the simplicity in both color and content which improves this photograph's success. Please don't be mistaken, simple is not the same as void or empty. I believe what works in this photo is color repetition in several objects.

"Truth is ever to be found in the simplicity and not in the multiplicity of things." Isaac Newton

Best blessings!

Today's Photo: Happiness Captured in Yellow and Blue

"Simplicity, patience, compassion.
These three are your greatest treasures.
Simple in actions and thoughts, you return to the source of being.
Patient with both friends and enemies,
you accord with the way things are.
Compassionate toward yourself,
you reconcile all beings in the world.”
Lao Tzu







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365 Project - Day 175

Yikes - it's snowing again and very, very cold. This truly is the winter that will not end. While I am troubled by this, I am far more stressed about the birds who have no leaves in the trees in which to build their nesting spots! More about that later.

I am trying to find grace and gratefulness in this never-ending winter, but that is a challenge. The good news is there was "a day" when Spring appeared and I went for a walk. I went to a nearby field with paved walkways and strutted my newly bionic leg. It took a moment to restructure my gait from limping to an upright walk, but I found my way and enjoyed both the walk and the fresh air. I can't wait for more opportunities.

The photos below were taken on my walk. The first is of my treasured limbs and the second is a stream I passed during the walk. As I look at this stream, I am reminded of the beauty of the twists and turns of life. Far more joy results from the adventure of an altered path. The shortest distance between two points may be a straight line, I like to say, but you will learn less, love less and laugh less. Where, then, is the beauty in that?

I am also reminded of two things: 1) once again, have I learned all I was to learn during my season of the broken leg or do I still have more to gain and, thus, the weather keeps on? And, 2) this winter, like all agonizing delays, will make the gratification of continuous sunshine so much the sweeter. Both the broken leg and the longest winter appear to be alterations on my path, however, I bet from Heaven, that path looks quite straight.

Best wishes!

Today's Photos: Altered Walk

"That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day. For our present troubles are small and won't last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever! So we don't look at the troubles we can see now; rather we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever." 2Corinthians 4:16-18

365 Project - Day 174

I went to the fabric store to look for remnants and this fabric (not a remnant!) spoke to me. This is now a favorite photograph. I found these words I had used when I was in youth ministry and felt them today ...

"I Am Me"

"In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me - Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it - I own everything about me; my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes - because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me - however I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me - if later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do - I have tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me - I own me, and therefore I can engineer me - I am me and I AM OKAY!"

Virginia Satir

Praise God! And Best Wishes!

Today's Photo: My Way

"The word of the Lord came to me, saying, 'Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.' " Jeremiah 1:4-5








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365 Project - Day 173

It's Earth Day! We enjoyed nice weather this morning and this afternoon, well, I'd rather not discuss. My 70-200mm lens has finally been returned from the shop after a very lengthy visit that included time spent with the Nikon team. I am testing it out to see if it now is truly fully recovered from "the incident". Today's "honor the earth" photos were taken with my newly refurbished lens!

What concerns me most on a day like today is the magnitude of the hunger crisis in America. I hold a belief that we are better equipped to help our friends overseas when we strengthen our neighbors at home. Knowing that 1 in 6 people in America struggles with hunger and that there are towns in the United States that only recently received running water (and perhaps some that still do not have clean water) makes me wonder why we spend so much time as a country focused outwardly. I understand that it is easier to believe that the US is a land of opportunity and anyone should be able to thrive and other countries simply do not have the opportunities available here. The majority, however, does not offset the minority. They still exist. And, we are called upon to help improve the world by starting in our own garden. Imagine preparing the earth to satisfy the hunger and thirst of our neighbors! Two charities to consider supporting: Feeding America and Charity Water.

Blessings!

Today's Photo: Simple Garden

“Those who contemplate the beauty of the earth find reserves of strength that will endure as long as life lasts.” Rachel Carson

“One can no more approach people without love than one can approach bees without care. Such is the quality of bees...” Leo Tolstoy






As a note: This day, I was out waiting for birds to arrive in my garden. A bit of a futile exercise, but an exercise nevertheless. I had the 70-200 f2.8 lens on along with my 1.4x teleconverter. After a long wait, I gave up on the birds and turned to the budding trees.
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365 Project - Day 172

"Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world." Nelson Mandela

Well, after a long search, application and acceptance process, we have a final decision. Aidan has selected New York University's Tisch School of the Arts as his college of choice. I admit to being surprised by the decision. As I mentioned the other day, their accepted students event was impressive, but I was not sure it was enough to move NYU to the #1 spot. In fact, I was certain that another college would emerge as the top choice. I am still allowing his decision to sink in.

The big question is did he choose the more challenging path? I believe so. While NYU offers significant opportunity, he will also be a smaller fish in a bigger pond, so to speak. He is considered a scholar, the cream of the crop at the other film schools. Here, he will have to earn this. The good news is: he is ready. I'm thrilled he is stepping into his future.

How often do we take the courage to take a deep breath, square our shoulders, believe in ourselves and step into a bolder future? Ahh - the brazenness of a teen!

I thought I would be sad when this moment occurred. That the reality of Aidan's approaching adulthood would be more than I could bear. Yet, I am holding up better than anticipated. I was teary-eyed during the Weekend on the Square event, which signals a flood when we return in the Fall, but for now, I'm good. Filled more with hope for his future than sadness over the present.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Future Ready

"The more that you read, the more things that you'll know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go." Dr. Seuss

" 'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.' " Jeremiah 29:11







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365 Project - Day 171

While I may have referenced this quote previously I believe it is time to hear it again: ""Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage." Anais Nin

This reminds me of a conversation we had with my son this weekend before we left him to make his college decision. Sometimes the right choice, we said, is not the most comfortable or the easiest choice, but the most courageous. Don't be afraid, we continued, to select a school that will challenge you to be the very best you can be, where there will be both opportunities for you to succeed and to fail. As I write these words, I also think about this in terms of my life. In my experiences, there have been many opportunities to take the more challenging path, some I welcomed and some I shied away from. Regardless of the difficulties, I always learned more, grew more and exited the experience stronger when it was filled with hurdles I needed to overcome. I was, therefore, richly rewarded for my choice.

This is one of the reasons I continue to study and adapt my still life photography, not based on photography as the pure medium, but based on the art of painting. When I was in business, I used to drive folks crazy asking for examples of solutions similar to the environments we were in, but from completely different industries. I believed (and still do) that there was as much to learn by looking outside our industry for insights as there was by looking inside. Creatively solving problems is incomplete when only pursued through insular approaches, IMHO.

Creativity requires courage - how is your courage meter?

Here's one of my latest approaches to still life. You'll find a rare bottle of French dessert wine featured in this photograph. A nice reward.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Still Life Redux #4

"Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. Do everything in love." 1Corinthians 16:13-14 (NIV)

"Keep your eyes open, hold tight to your convictions, give it all you've got, be resolute, and love without stopping." 1Corinthians 16:13-14 (MSG)







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365 Project - Day 170

While at the NYU Bookstore yesterday, I stumbled upon 2 books I had to have, by Austin Kleon: Steal Like an Artist and Show Your Work. From the moment I flipped through these books, I knew they were perfect for me. I just started to dive into the first one and am enjoying it. It is filled with quotes and one of my early favorites is "What is originality? It is undetected plagiarism." William Ralph Inge

I am continuing my quest to recreate still life with fruit paintings. Today I am sharing my updated versions of 2 favorite Paul Cezanne paintings. After studying my work, I've decided my stills are a bit over-crowded in comparison to Cezanne's. In the next round, I will drop a few items, but I am happy with the rest of the effort. I like the modernization of the white and black and the mix of fruit verses just pears. One of the differences I hope is clear in my interpretation is the transformation from impressionism to realism and a feeling by the viewer that they are being invited to help themselves to the fruit displayed before them.

Below you will find both Paul Cezanne's originals and my version. Enjoy and Best Wishes!

"Immature poets imitate;
mature poets steal; bad
poets deface what they take,
and good poets make it into
something better, or at least
something different. The
good poet welds his theft into
a whole of feeling which is
unique, utterly different from
that from which it was torn."
T.S. Elliott (as it appears in the preface to Steal Like an Artist)

Today's Photos: Still Life Redux #2 and Redux #3

Paul Cezanne - Still Life Pitcher and Fruit

Paul Cezanne - Still Life Plate and Fruit

"There is nothing new under the sun." Ecclesiastes 1:9







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365 Project - Day 169

We spent the day in New York City, our last stop on the college accepted/admitted students tour. NYU's Weekend on the Square was a terrific event. I'm not sure if it was enough to sway the pendulum, but the university's event certainly surpassed the others and Aidan had a chance to spend time with 3 of his friends from high school catching up and asking questions. It is now in his hands.

My freshman year in college I stayed in an honors residence hall with a required studies program that included Humanities courses. I loved these courses. Professor James Shirky had a knack for turning the education of art and music history into a life changing experience. I still recall going to the National Gallery of Art while I was home during my first Spring Break. One of my new friends had come home with me and we ran around the gallery trying to guess which artist had painted which painting simply based on our first semester of art classes. We were surprisingly adept at the game. We also spent long moments sitting and staring at the now life-size art we had only previously seen in our text books while quoting facts we learned in class. It was such a ball. Many years later, as my family and I visited museums in Europe, I found myself again mentally rolling through the telltale signs of a Monet, Renoir, Cassatt, Degas, Picasso, etc. while my children tugged at my shirttails.

I recently decided to change-up my still life work and recreate still life with fruit, my way, while honoring the master painters. The photo below is my first example of this work. It is an ode to Professor Shirky and to artists like Monet, Manet, Picasso and Cezanne. It is truly an honor to have the opportunity to study and attempt to create a new version of their work.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Still Life with Fruit Redux #1

"Blessed are those who find wisdom, those who gain understanding, for she is more profitable than silver and yields better returns than gold. She is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her. Long life is in her right hand; in her left hand are riches and honor. Her ways are pleasant ways, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her; those who hold her fast will be blessed." Proverbs 3:13-18








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ps - this is also the first time I've used the mirror-up feature on my camera ... awesome

365 Project - Day 168

"Music is the language of the Spirit. It opens the secret of life bringing peace, abolishing strife." Khalil Gibran

I believe my son embodies this quote. He is a natural musician and I'm amazed at the musical breadth and depth in one soul. It is possible that being born to the music and lyrics of the Steve Miller Band could have played a part, but I suspect that it is more an inherent formation in his spirit. He used to play the upright bass. He played so well, he was considered somewhat of a master musician at 14, but he hated it. I thought it was the one of the coolest instruments ever. Well, next to the bassoon! Now he has decided he is a guitarist. He is mastering it on his own and doing well. He is simply able to play any instrument he touches and he would tell you, music brings him peace.

I believe life's rules about gifts and talents are simple. I have tried to be clear with my children: invest the time to develop their gifts or watch someone with lesser talent work harder and succeed further. It is truly in their hands.

There are several chapters in Og Mandino's University of Success that address this. One of my favorites is Lesson 6, excerpted from Keith DeGreen's Creating a Success Environment. In this lesson, we are introduced to Calvin Cautious, who's life is paused while he is asked several tough questions about that life. (This is a spoiler alert! Sorry for that.) In the end, Calvin comes to the realization that he has "an obligation, a responsibility, to use my abilities to the fullest ... I must control my life, for I wasn't designed to be led ... I prefer excellence to mediocrity, and I accept total responsibility for me..." To which The Engineer responds, "... make constructive use of the equipment with which you are blessed. Take with you all the love and energy and talent and hope that you have, and share it. Share it with all whom you meet, until it seems that you have no more to give. And when it seems that you have exhausted your supply of all the gifts you have been given, I promise there will always be more and more in reserve. For you are infinite, Calvin. Your potential extends beyond your wildest imaginings. And The Manufacturer wants you to know that the only limitations you will ever face will be those you place upon yourself."

This is not to dismiss the fact that troubles and burdens do come our way. It is to say that we manage how we invest and grow our talents and we control how the world experiences those God-given talents. While they are freely given, we own them - Gotcha!

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Honor thy gifts!

" 'After a long time the master of those servants returned and settled accounts with them. The man who had received five bags of gold brought the other five. "Master," he said, "you entrusted me with five bags of gold. See, I have gained five more." His master replied, "Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!" ' " Matthew 25:19-21







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365 Project - Day 167

When I visit my parents, there are 2 things I need or the trip does not feel like a successful familial visit - my mom's macaroni and cheese and her lasagna. IMHO, this not a huge request. Just 2 little comfort foods that make me happy.

The other day, we went out for breakfast and my son chose the restaurant because he wanted their chocolate chip pancakes. When I asked him how he was enjoying his meal, he said, "they're not as good as yours." I pressed my hands against the table and said a quiet "thank you". Far more civilized than the picture in my head of my fists in the air while shouting, "yes!"

The photo below was taken in a hurry with my children and my husband standing around like wildebeest at a feeding. My children were hovering with forks in hand saying, "mom, come on, hurry up and finish your photo so we can eat!" Under duress, there was no time for a perfect food photo op with a clean pie dish and there certainly was no patience for adding ice cream to the served plate and then putting it back for a photograph. As soon as the ice cream was scooped, the plate would be taken.

As I think about my first son getting ready to make his college selection and journey off as an adult, I welcome the opportunity to prepare his favorite homemade comfort foods. I imagine making my apple pie for him to enjoy when he comes home will bring a different sense of joy than a simple Sunday night dessert.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Mom's Special Homemade Apple Pie

"It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness." Charles Spurgeon







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365 Project - Day 166

I admit to a failing grade in teaching my children to fully comprehend delayed gratification. In my defense, however, this AppleWatch is a gift from Santa Claus, not from me! And it should also be noted that my son requested the 17,000$ watch and he is getting the low end. As I explained to him, he is only 14 years old and he MUST have something to which he aspires!

The night before the pre-order release, I was repeatedly reminded that I needed to order the watch first thing the next morning. Then again upon awakening and before school started, I was constantly reminded and interrogated as to whether I had ordered the watch. Unfortunately, disaster struck when I finally placed the order at 7AM. As you can guess, the watch was backordered and I was given a June ship date. My son was so disappointed.

When we were in Providence this weekend for his brother's Eastern Regionals Choral Concert, we stopped by an Apple Store and were able to get an immediate appointment to see, touch and feel the AppleWatch. He was beyond excited. I thought this photo capturing "elapsed time" was apropos.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: In due time

"Time is an illusion." Albert Einstein






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365 Project - Day 165

There are 2 things I love about this photograph. The first is that my son is not on an electronic device and the second is that he is working. I also love that he had to get his hands dirty, something he absolutely dislikes. He is now accusing me of breaking child labor laws for making him plant seeds. Such difficult work for a 14 year old!

He planted 72 seeds of a mix of tomatoes, cucumbers, green peppers, green beans, basil, cumin, oregano and marigolds. While he sees his efforts as hard labor now, I believe he will be excited as the seeds grow. Sowing is a challenge, but necessary to reap the reward. This is the lesson I hope he will learn and keep in his heart.

Best wishes!

Today's photo: To Sow

"The point is this: whoever sows sparingly, will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully, will also reap bountifully." 2Corinthians 9:6

"Though I do not believe that a plant will spring up where no seed has been, I have great faith in a seed. Convince me that you have a seed there, and I am prepared to expect wonders." Henry David Thoreau





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365 Project - Day 164

Today temperatures finally reached above 60 degrees, nearing 70. The skies were cloudy, but the sun peeked out this afternoon and I drove with my sun roof open. Yay! For awhile it seemed this day was just a dream. We're not entirely in the clear, though. We do still have snow on the ground, serving as a reminder that winter lingers. Thankfully, spring is fighting to show itself.

When I look at this photograph, I see flowers dancing, a fanciful reminder of the joy of spring. And, at the same time a gentle reminder that my angst over this never-ending winter will soon seem like a fleeting moment in the grand scheme of things. I have had flowers in my home nearly every day all winter as beautiful decorations, as photo ops for my 365, and as a sign of hope!

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: The Dance of Spring

"Sing the praises of the Lord, you his faithful people; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning." Psalm 30:4-5






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365 Project - Day 163

"You must either modify your dreams or magnify your skills." Jim Rohm

One of my joys is photographing headshots of teenagers. I typically use strobes (flashes) for this work. I wanted to practice with natural light so I pulled out my "model," Kyla. She worked out wonderfully. This photo was taken in my favorite little spot, the dining room. The good news with Kyla is that her look is always perfect. That leaves me to focus on just the technical aspects.

It is a delight to have the opportunity to sharpen the saw! It is our responsibility to continue to develop our gifts and talents and I'm enjoying having the time to work mine.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Kyla

"A person is a poet if his imagination is stimulated by the difficulties inherent in his art and not if his imagination is dulled by them." Paul Valery





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365 Project - Day 162

I took the vase of flowers outside to photograph since there are no flowers blooming, no trees budding. Perhaps I thought the presence of flowers in the outdoors might make Spring seem real? The day was cool and windy. And I grew colder and colder as I awaited the resting wind before pressing the remote shutter release. It was a tedious exercise, but I was anxious to get outside and desperate for color. I know I am repeating myself when I say this is the winter that will not shove off and allow Spring to finally arrive.

I am impatient for the arrival of springtime. Here are a few of my reasons why, I'm sure you can think of others:
Spring is a time of both sowing and blooming;
I require the rejuvenating effects of sunshine;
I want to fill my lungs full of fresh air;
Spring is symbolic of rebirth and refresh;
I'm tired of being cold ;-)

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Yearning for Spring

"No Winter lasts forever; no Spring skips its turn." Hal Borland (she whispers, "thank you")






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365 Project - Day 161

For today's photo, I tried several different food objects against a white background. I haven't used a white backdrop, except for headshot work, for some time. This was a good exercise.

I like the interest resulting from color and size dimensions in this garlic photo. It took a little work to arrange the composition, but I enjoyed the practice in composing. In fact, I was not displeased with any of the photos from the day's work. The photos included tomatoes, a yellow onion and a combination of the lot. I'm working on composition as a challenge.

I am living da Vinci's poetic version of "practice makes perfect": "God sells us all things at the price of labor." Leonardo da Vinci

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Fancy Garlic

"Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication." Leonardo da Vinci






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365 Project - Day 160

I have just read this quote and keep reading it over and over. It's too long to fit into 145 spaces on Twitter. So, here we go:

"Your life has the potential to fulfill your purpose. If, however, you imprison that potential, you rob your life of its purpose and fulfillment. You and every other individual on this planet possess an awesome treasure. Too much of this treasure is buried every day, untapped and untouched, in the cemeteries of our world. Much talent, skill and creativity have been lost to the world for want of a little courage. Many obscure men and women enter eternity pregnant with potential, with a stillborn purpose. Living with ability brings responsibility. Dying with ability reveals irresponsibility." Dr. Myles Monroe

Oh my. This so clearly says what I so completely believe. I am particularly attached (can't think of a better word) to the last 3 sentences. Wow!

I read much about "going big" today as well. And as I was processing my photographs for today, I worked on this one in black and white and then decided to go for a "bigger," over-processed color version. I prefer the lighting, colors and depth in this one. This is quite a dead piece of wood, that seems to have more life now. Perhaps, when we believe we are at our wit's end, we need an extra push to find the courage to engage or reclaim our talents, skills and creativity, as referenced in the quote above. It is with that push, that we can then embark on our definitive purpose.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Reclaimed Purpose!

"Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect." Romans 12:2







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365 Project - Day 159

"You don't have to wait for the End. I am, right now, Resurrection and Life. The one who believes in me, even though he or she dies, will live. And everyone who lives believing in me does not ultimately die at all. Do you believe this?" John 11:25-26

Easter - the foundation of our faith ... Christ has lived. Christ has died. Christ is risen!

I wanted this photograph to illustrate the focus of Easter, our risen Lord, while highlighting the celebration. I hope I made the point.

Blessings!

Today's Photo: He is Alive!

Soar we now where Christ has led, Alleluia!
Following our exalted Head, Alleluia!
Made like him, like him we rise, Alleluia!
Ours the cross, the grave, the skies, Alleluia!
- From "Christ the Lord is Risen Today" by Charles Wesley





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365 Project - Day 158

As I mentioned yesterday, we were in Rochester, NY this weekend. One of the schools my son is considering for college is Rochester Institute of Technology. They have an impressive College of Imaging Arts & Science and their animation program is highly rated. I had to chuckle when the Dean said that, given the focus on telling a story is the same, during the first semester all of the students in the Film & Animation program take the same courses, "even if you are thinking you never want to draw a thing." This is exactly the precise thought I know was crossing my son's mind as the Dean spoke. He hates drawing. The very thought of it makes his fingers swell such that he cannot hold a pencil. He will have to sketch out ideas, I imagine, as the Director of Photography, but he just can't fathom a class in animation. It is funny to watch his reaction to these things. My other son, who will also study film is not so queasy as he enjoys every aspect of film making. He is picky about other things.

One of the many choices my son will have to make is the importance of what NYU referred to as a "leafy campus" versus a city campus. While you cannot see the leaves in this photo - it is still largely winter here - RIT falls in the former category.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Campus Arches

In case you're interested, this is the Bausch & Lomb Center at RIT


Much is debated today about the value of a college education. Where else will you have the opportunity for access to such varied subjects, experts and diverse people in a compact environment? I have challenged my son to select a college that will give him the best education in both his field and subjects that will make him both more interesting and more interested, and that will expose him to the smartest colleagues. And, when he leaves, I will ask him to find opportunities to do the most good. As I said to my younger son this evening, he has super powers, indeed. It is his quest to ensure that he develops those God given talents (aka super powers) for the good of others.


"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light." 1Peter 2:9




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365 Project - Day 157

We spent much of this weekend at accepted/admitted college visits for my son. Experiencing this process is interesting. I want him to make the best decision for himself. Yet, I want him to make the best decision. Sometimes, those seem like two different things. The good news is he has promised to make a list of criteria against which he will measure the six colleges to which he has been admitted! It is wonderful to have the blessing of abundance, but time is running out as he must make a decision by May 1st.

Since we were headed to Rochester, NY for one of the visits, I was convinced there had to be a film / camera / photography museum somewhere nearby. My family moaned and groaned at the news that I would force them to another museum. After living several years in Europe and lots of travel to Europe and elsewhere, they are used to my museum excursions so I do not understand their surprise each time it comes up. Nevertheless, I sprung this one on them when they were tired.

I discovered the International Museum of Photography and Film, aka the George Eastman House. With two children who love film and photography, as soon as we walked through the doors, they were hooked. We enjoyed both the museum and the house. And, they took fantastic photos that are now home screen photos on their iPhone 6s.

This is one of my favorite photos from the visit. If you have the opportunity, I highly recommend spending time here. Our only disappointment was that it was too cold to spend time in the gardens surrounding the house. I'm sure they're lovely.

Today's Photo: Celebrating Film!

"Light makes photography. Embrace light. Admire it. Love it. But above all, know light. Know it for all you are worth, and you will know the key to photography." George Eastman

"What we do during our working hours determines what we have; what we do in our leisure hours determines what we are." George Eastman







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365 Project - Day 156

Happy Easter !

My photographs are a few days behind the date, therefore, I'm sorry to say that today's posting, doesn't match the theme, precisely. You could call it poor planning on my part.

I offer this from the song, "Forever" by Kari Jobe

The ground began to shake
The stone was rolled away
his reckless love could not be overcome
Now death where is your sting?
Our resurrected King
Has rendered you defeated

Forever He is glorified
Forever He is lifted high
Forever He is risen
He is alive, He is alive!

We sing Hallelujah
We sing Hallelujah
We sing Hallelujah
The Lamb has overcome

Resurrection Blessings

Today's Photo: Easter Bunny Food?

"Don't be afraid. I know you are looking for Jesus who was crucified. He is not here! For He has been resurrected, just as He said. He is risen!" Matthew 28

"Christ the Lord is risen today," Sons of men and angels say. Raise your joys and triumphs high; Sing ye heavens, and earth reply." Charles Wesley







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365 Project - Day 155

I read a link to a blog on Twitter recently in which the blogger described Jesus as a great man who was persecuted for being outspoken about his beliefs. They discussed their research and wrote that they admired Jesus' inquiries into understanding the nature of man, shared their belief that the Bible is inaccurate and also wrote that they could not grasp the focus of Christians on the cross.

I want to be clear ... Christianity is focused on the RESURRECTION. To be a Christian, you have to understand the death on the cross. It is there that Christ bore our sins and suffered death on Friday, in our place, for those sins. But that was not and is not the end. This is where the blogger was confused. I can certainly understand that confusion. However, Jesus rose on Sunday and that is what we celebrate on Easter. Our focus is on the risen Jesus, not the suffering. Had He not arisen on the third day he certainly would have been, as this blogger suggested, just a great man. His suffering matters because He arose. And, the light simply always overtakes the darkness.

The fact remains he suffered, he died ... he arose. Wearers of the cross remember that their sins are forgiven, but can only truly be forgiven by the risen Lord.

Happy Easter!

Blessings!

Today's Photo: Light Trumps Darkness!

"Now on the first day of the week, very early in the morning, they, and certain other women with them, came to the tomb bringing the spices which they had prepared. But they found the stone rolled away from the tomb. Then they went in and did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. And it happened, as they were greatly perplexed about this, that behold, two men stood by them in shining garments. Then, as they were afraid and bowed their faces to the earth, they said to them, 'Why do you seek the living among the dead? He is not here, but is risen! Remember how He spoke to you when He was still in Galilee, saying, "The Son of Man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, and be crucified, and the third day rise again." ' " Luke 24:1-7








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365 Project - Day 154

This is evidence that you cannot, must not fret over that which burdens and torments you. We, I must trust that if I endure and have sown well, whatever challenges those well-planted seeds face, they will overcome.

Yesterday, I whined and agonized over another snowfall. Yet today I trekked to the edge of our garden and found these bulbs sprouting from the earth. Not covered deep under snow, but growing and rising in spite of the longest winter ever.

I am thankful for these and the hope they represent, particularly on this Good Friday. If you look closely you will see another sprout in the distance. Spring is on its way!

Blessings!

Today's Photo: Christ's Hope for Today and Tomorrow

"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8






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365 Project - Day 153

This is a photograph that IMHO is worth a thousand words ... 42 degrees and snowing. I see the likeness of tears in the snowfall. My tears. My anxiety over more snow from a woman who has been inside for too long, given the event of my broken leg. I am anxious for sunshine, fresh air, long walks and exploration. Yet, it snows. Now you see why the snowfall resembles my tears?

To focus properly, however, I am asking myself, "what am I to learn from all of this?" If you have read earlier blogs, you are aware that it is important to me that I learn my lesson from falling down the stairs and breaking my leg. So, again now - I ask, "what am I to learn from this never-ending winter?" The Lord must know I need heat and sunshine to survive. So, what then?

Perhaps something along these lines:
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." Helen Keller

I am looking forward to a strengthened soul, inspiration and abundant success. I hope you are as well.

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Melancholy Awaits Bliss

"Tears are prayers too. They travel to God when we can't speak." Psalm 56:8
"You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book." Psalm 56:8





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365 Project - Day 152

I was searching for inspiration today and at the top of this list of words of wisdom, I found:

"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other." Abraham Lincoln

Being reminded that we control our destinies, will certainly rev up or restart your engine, energizing us to pursue our dreams.

Another quote that excited me is from Pablo Picasso, "Everything you can imagine is real."

Just stop and think about that for a moment. If this is true, then the art of the possible takes on an entirely new dimension. Creative and innovative ideas soar in far reaching, yet not impossible ways. It is encouraging to simply ponder this thought. Thank you Mr. Picasso.

And, with these 2 quotes in hand, I am invigorated with renewed inspiration. There is much to give and much work to be accomplished. Pun intended - And, just like that, I have a "spring" in my step!

In case I might think I'm not enough to make a difference, there's this, "If you think you are too small to be effective, you have never been in bed with a mosquito." Betty Reese

Best wishes!

Today's Photo: Spring Ahead

"So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets." Matthew 7:12






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